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KATSEYE as Winx Club for Halloween '24
#vrtualstar#katseye#femaleidolsedit#femaleidol#manon bannerman#megan skiendiel#sophia laforteza#lara raj#daniela avanzini#yoonchae
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“i wish you were sober"
— ( 🎲 ) take me where the music ain't too loud
— ( 🎰 ) angst , fluff , drinking , drugs, no label relationship , sort of good ending! , dw they become gir-
— ( 🎥 ) @wonysugar hii bae! , here's some angst for you :)) , idrk how I ended up with this but 🤞😘
this party shit , wish we could dip — go anywhere but here
you never knew what you and lara were , it was like you both were pining each other just waiting until one of you breaks and succumbs to love
she would be mad at you when you showed affection towards others but when she shows affection to others it's alright , it felt like you were getting fried in your own oil
you couldn't leave her — you didn't want to leave her , as much as it hurt you — you were never gonna leave her she was a part of you , someone who made you complete , you couldn't think about your college life without her
"I'm fine lara we should leave you know?—it's getting crowded in here" you wince as you took a look around seeing a bunch of teens passed out or drinking
"y/nnie come on!" lara manages to slurr out of her mouth , she was obviously intoxicated — she looked hypnotizing , her hair perfectly framed her face — lipstick smudged from drinking out of red plastic cups
"gosh your so b-boring" she hiccups, her hands now on yours trying to lift you off the couch you were sitting on
her words struck you — you were boring? for not participating in some stupid shit no teen should do? , "I just don't want to do this" you reason pulling back your hands and shooting her a sympathetic smile
"fine leave then" she suddenly bit — her tone was icy cold leaving no room for argument , she turns away from you and goes to a group of teens who were wasted
"okay...— I'll just go" you awkwardly mumble to yourself , you stand up and make sure all your things are in your bag — as you're walking out of the house you spot lara in the corner of your eye — smiling and flirting with someone
don't kiss my lips and please don't drink more beer
you wanted to storm over there and just scream at lara as if that was gonna make her sober — it really did fucking took a toll out of you , having to put up with this BS from lara — having to see her flirt with everyone but you
you check your watch and see it was already too late, by this point weird men start popping up in the party so you've taken it upon yourself to get lara home safely
"laru—we have to go" you lower your voice and whisper to her , she looks at you confused her eyes were half lidded and she reeked the smell of alcohol
fuck you fell for it again.
"I don't wanna go yet" she whines , her body slumped against yours as you tried to balance her, "I'm not asking if you want to , you're coming with me either way" you sternly declare
you turn to walk away still holding to her , she grips your shoulders and makes you face her — lara's lips soon was on yours , it felt soft and warm , she tasted sweet and almost like chocolate
as you both pull away you saw how her eyes were glossed over , her lips still having your lipstick on it some smudged over
"why won't you love me? hcc , I've done everything yet you never even tried reciprocating my feelings!" lara accused as the previous alcohol she has consumed made her sensitive , tears start to leave her eyes as she continues to reason why she had always wanted you
"i will always choose you over any of these people!" she screams , her voice broke as she kept on tearing up
you held her body , hugging her , as her tears fell on your shoulders — hiccups and many more thoughts left her mouth unfiltered
"I love you — don't you love me back?" she questions, looking up at you — her eyes were filled with tears her nose was red from all the sniffling she had done and god her voice trembled as if she was afraid of losing you
"I love you too , now don't cry I'm not gonna replace you ever" you replied using your handkerchief to wipe away her tears, she clings onto you and sniffles murmuring some thank you and I love you's
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i looked at ur works and was like.. yo. ANYWAYS do u make like those imagines or thoughts thing whatever it's called? if so, pls pls pls make one for how the kats let yoonchae sleep on them when she gets too tired (based on what sophia said abt her being able to sleep anywhere)
also can i be 🐹 anon
this is my first impression of you btw BUT WE 🆙⁉️��� p.s. the fics rotting in my drafts will (hopefully) be posted next week since i have break, this was the quickest thing i can do for rn 🙏
i also believe yoonchae is rlly cuddly in secret
SLEEPYHEAD ~ J.YC
sophia ; she's not keen on skinship. she'll probably just stand there with her hand out, holding yoonchae's head while the younger is getting her makeup done so 1; the makeup artist doesn't have to constantly wake her up to finish the look, and 2; she has something at least little more comfortable than a chair that's not high enough to lay her head on. yoonchae is super grateful that sophia does this so her neck doesn't feel like crap afterwards. though there are times sophia will let yoonchae be held by her, preferring to be big spoon because it will deter her pride and ego if she were to ever be little spoon.
manon ; whenever yoonchae is in the mood for a nap and wants to cuddle up but the majority of the kats are gone or busy, she can and will always find manon on the couch either watching tv or doing something on her phone. yoonchae will just go up to manon and sit down next her, curling up against the older and falling asleep with her cheek resting on manon's shoulder. (manon loves this ofc and habitually pat yoonchae's knee so she falls asleep faster)
daniela ; during practice, yoonchae gets exhausted the fastest and needs extra sleep for energy. daniela is the first one to notice every time and will request at least a 20 min break for yoonchae. daniela knows to dim the lights and sit on the ground with her legs straight, yoonchae immediately laying down– on her back or sideways– and rests her head on daniela's lap. the older will play with her hair while humming yoonchae's fav songs softly. (it's so common, the staffs fixed the schedules so there's a 20-30 min block titled 'yoonchip's break')
lara ; yoonchae is the most cuddly with lara, fight me if you disagree. like she'll go into lara and megan's room and slip into bed with lara. the older always accepts with wide, open arms, tucking the younger's head under her chin. yoonchae willingly buries her face into lara's collarbone or neck, occasionally taking deep breaths to take in the scent of lara's clothes that she finds really, really comforting. instead of humming, lara will probably sing some wave to earth song, running her hand through yoonchae's hair, twirling it before letting it go.
megan ; her and yoonchae always sit next to each other in the company van or car idk whether the others like it or not. yoonchae falls asleep the fastest while in a moving vehicle, her eyes drooping five minutes into the trip. megan offers her shoulder, which yoonchae quickly accepts, dropping her head onto the shoulder and closing her eyes. megan also likes holding yoonchae's hand so she usually finds herself running her thumb over yoonchae's knuckles or just having their hand(s) intertwined in general while the youngest sleeps.
~~~
i love yoonchae.
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𓇼 𓈒⠀⠀𓏸 ﹔ 𝒬 amante dimenticato ꪮꫀ
#⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀૮ . . ྀིა 𓆇 ׄ⠀ ꮚ ˚ ❀ ۪⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀#⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀#⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀#my actual wife#lara#lara icons#lara layouts#lara moodboard#lara raj#lara katseye#katseye#katseye icons#katseye layouts#katseye moodboard#katseye lara#kpop#kpop icons#kpop moodboard#kpop layouts#kpop gg#divider by nicodefresas#gif by miujo#aesthetic#moodboard#random moodboard#alternative moodboard#cute moodboard#clean moodboard#red moodboard#y2k moodboard
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PUSH ‘N PULL
lara raj x fem reader
req! - “fluff and suggestive flirting and things like that(if your comfy with it obvi) , dream academy! contestant reader and dream academy contestant Lara”
a/n - i hope i did u justice 🩰 anon, I LOVE THE FIC IDEA BTW
wc - 1.4k
you groaned out loud as you fell face first into the inviting couch of the dream academy’s shared household. the day had finally caught up to you after a long day of dance practice and rehearsals, the training schedule you had been following for a few months now had not gotten any easier.
you sighed contentedly as you feel yourself sink in the comfiness of the couch, melting in it.
“becoming one with the couch, y/n?” sophia giggles lightly.
sophia, your first and closest friend here, rolled you onto your back so that you were now looking up at her.
“gimme 5 minutes” you murmur out, closing your eyes once more as you feel your muscles relax after a long day.
“no, not 5 minutes. now, y/n.” sophia nagged at you, like a mother would. “apparently someone new is coming in tomorrow, and you have to clean your side of the room.”
you furrow your brows, someone new?
“what do you mean someone new?” you sit up slowly, finally opening your eyes. “didn’t they send naisha home recently?”
sophia shrugs, moving off the couch. “i don’t know either, y/n, but you need to clean your side of the room because i wanna leave a good impression.”
before sophia can leave to go join the other girls for dinner in the kitchen you quickly ask her a question. “wait, soph! do we have any info on her at least?”
sophia grins as she answers, “her name’s lara, and she’s your age”
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meeting lara for the first time was definitely an experience.
you hadn’t been able to see her until it was almost the end of the day, whereas everybody had already met her earlier during their rehearsals/practice times. that’s why you almost dropped the iced matcha latte you had gotten from starbucks as you walked into your shared bedroom with sophia when you noticed your roommate and a stranger in your unkempt space.
this stranger was pretty– stunning even. she had long flowing black hair that framed her face effortlessly, complementing her symmetrical features. her eyes were dangerously captivating, making your heart skip a beat when you made eye contact. she had various types of gold jewellery on her, but it was her bindi and nose piercing that stood out to you the most. she oozed confidence, which was definitely intimidating, but you found yourself strangely allured to it.
striking, you thought.
“this is y/n!, she joined us a couple months ago, but she’s super talented! i’d say she’s our most well rounded contestant.” sophia grins brightly at the new girl.
your roommate shoots you a look, snapping you out of your thoughts as you introduce yourself. “uh, sorry, i’m y/n. i’m guessing you’re lara?” your gaze lingering on her just a moment longer than necessary
lara turned to you with a smile that made your heart flutter. god, you had just met this girl and you already found yourself feeling the butterflies in your stomach. “yeah, that’s me. nice to finally meet you, y/n!. i really like your room too, do you play?” she asks, pointing towards your guitar.
you smile awkwardly at lara, realising you really should’ve cleaned your room. “ah, yeah, sorry for the mess by the way.”
sophia clicks her tongue in response, giving you an ‘i-told-you-so’ look’, which you could only chuckle at.
“nah, it’s fine” lara’s smile was warm and genuine, and you felt your cheeks heat up as she extended her hand for a shake. “i’ve heard a lot about you from sophia.”
“only good things, i hope?” you replied, trying to keep your voice steady. as she laughed lightly, the sound wrapped around you like a cozy blanket.
“definitely good things! she says you’re quite the dancer,” lara said.
“just trying to keep up with everyone,” you shrugged, smiling softly at the compliment though. “what about you?”
“i like to sing a little.” a smirk tugs on the corner of her lips.
-
a little was an understatement as you and the other contestants sat on the side of the dance studio and listened to lara sing. how does someone even sing so effortlessly like that?
you find yourself speechless as lara grins brightly as she finishes singing, heading off into the direction of daniela, megan, and emily.
“holy shit, sophia” you looked at your best friend, who swatted your shoulder.
“language!” she laughs.
“sorry!” you chuckle, shaking your head in disbelief, “but it’s true, she wasn’t playing around.
you watch as lara chatted animatedly to the three girls, her smile lighting up the entire dance studio in your eyes. a wave of admiration washing over you, and the same damn butterflies you felt from yesterday. unknowingly, a soft grin appears on your face.
sophia follows your gaze, eventually landing on the indian girl as well. “no way-” the filipina covering her laugh with a hand over her mouth.
you turn to your roommate in confusion, “huh?”
“you’re like, the gayest girl i know” sophia continued laughing.
you roll your eyes at the girl beside you “it’s not like that–”
“yet!’
sophia quickly runs away from you and towards marquise, who was talking to manon, to defend herself from you.
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the days turned into 2 weeks, and the initial excitement of meeting lara settled into a comfortable rhythm. you found yourself stealing glances at her during practices, each stolen look igniting that same flutter in your stomach. you’d caught her eye more than once, each time exchanging shy smiles that lingered just a bit too long.
lara had a way of weaving herself into your day, whether it was sharing a laugh over a missed step or playfully challenging you to keep up during practice. it was light and easy, but underneath it all, there was an undeniable tension—a connection that felt electric and yet so fragile.
one evening, you found yourself playing your electric guitar, the other girls leaving the house to go eat out. the house had settled into a comfortable silence, one that came rarely considering you lived in a house with about 10+ other girls. you picked at the fretboard absentmindedly, letting the distorted and amplified sound ring around the room. the soft vibrations of the noise echoed against the walls, blending with the fading light of the sunset outside.
just as you started to get lost in your music, you heard the familiar sound of footsteps approaching. looking up, you were pleasantly surprised to see lara leaning against the doorframe, her arms crossed, an amused smile playing on her lips.
“is this a private concert just for me?” she teases, looking the same way she does, never failing to make your heart beat faster.
“i thought you went out with the rest of them?” you chuckle, stopping your playing.
she giggles back, sitting on your bed beside you. “i did, got tired though so i went home earlier.”
a silence falls between you two as you take in the close proximity between you two. she smells good, you note. like coconuts and sandalwood.
you clear your throat, trying to focus on the moment at hand rather than the way your heart is racing. “uh, so, did you wanna try to play something…?”
lara shakes her head no, giggling lightly, “no, i just wanted to listen to you play. you’re really good y’know?”
lara wasn’t lying, you were good at the guitar. you had been playing on and off since you were 7 years old.
your cheeks flush at the girl’s compliment, “thanks, i’m just messing around though.”
“messing around or not, you still sound good y/n” her eyes locked on yours with an intensity that made your heart flutter. “you must be really good with your fingers.”
her last sentence catches you completely off guard, a rush of heat flooding your face. “I, uh, yeah– i guess i am?”
lara leans in a little closer, a teasing smile on her lips– enjoying your reaction. “i’d love to see how good you really are, maybe you could teach me sometime?”
you don’t know when you two had gotten so close in terms of proximity, feeling her breathing on you. “s-sure?”
lara giggles before pulling away, “i’m holding you to that, y/n.” she gets up from your bed as she stretches her arms above her head, the movement highlighting her graceful form. “but, for now, i’ll leave you alone, i’m still feeling a little tired.”
you watch her as she moves, the way her hair cascades down her back and the playful glint in her eyes that makes your heart race again, eventually she leaves your room, closing the door gently.
what just happened?
a/n - i should continue this me thinks 🤔🤔
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ㄑ✦ ݁ ݂𝅄˚ 𝘉𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝗒 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐲'𝐬, 𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒅𝒂𝒚'𝒔 ⟡.˚𓈒ꜝꜝ
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Stressed out
Pt 1 of 2
A/N Still working on pt2 which will include smut, working on a couple other things so will be taking my time to make sure its good quality.
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Lara x Megan x Biker Fem!Reader
Content - Cursing, elusion to sex
The way the wind feels when you are the only one on the road, it's ethereal. I blast my yearning playlist through my headphones. Currently on is “Dive” by Olivia Dean. I scream-sing down the highway, The dashboard clock screaming 1 am in my peripheral vision. My curfew set by Sophia had been Midnight after multiple late night rides. I pull off the highway into the streets of the neighbourhood, the streets eerily quiet and my bike's engine roaring through the streets. I turn off the engine and walk the bike up the driveway into the garage of the house, Where a very mad looking Lara and Megan appear in the doorway of the entrance to the inside of the house. I'm fucked.
“Where have you been?” Lara looks me up and down, checking me for any signs of a crash or a fight. “You do know you are one hour late, right?”
“We literally had to force Sophia to sleep. She has an early morning tomorrow and you know how stressed she gets when you go out for late night rides like this.” Megan sighs as I pop the kickstand, pull off my helmet and hang up both my jacket and helmet on the hanger next to the door.
“I know, But I've been stressed as well and this is one of the things that helps me ground myself.” I confess to the two of them “But I'm here right? Not damaged!” I stupidly grin at them, both looking very disappointed.
“Stressed about what exactly?” Megan asks as we step into the house, I slip off my shoes and kick them off to the side.
“It's nothing serious,” I try to brush it off. To be honest, I've been stressed about my feelings for them. Its not exactly a secret that I have a crush on both of them. I mean who wouldn't, right? Its Lara Raj and Megan Skiendiel, both very very attractive women with the gravitational pull of a fucking blackhole. It's pretty hard to NOT have a crush on them.
“You know we are all here for you, whatever you wanna talk about.” Lara pushes a stray tuft of hair away from my face “Whenever you're ready to talk.” Lara sits next to me and puts her legs up on my lap. She suddenly sits up, seeming to have an epiphany of sorts.
“We’re still mad at you” She grips my chin, holding it in place to force me to make eye contact with her “Megan, you know how we should punish her?” She smirks at Megan who's leaning against the armrest of the couch
"I think i know some ways to teach her a lesson" Megan's hand slips onto my shoulder "Pretty thing isnt she?" She tucks my hair behind my ear.
"Such a shame that shes so," Lara pauses, "Naughty" She says it so perfectly, with a sultry voice one cant resist. She leans in closer to my ear, "You'll take what we give you right, Baby?" I nod eagerly, a sheen blush covering my cheeks.
"Good girl, YN" Megan runs a hand through my hair.
I'm definitely fucked tonight.
#katseye x reader#katseye lara raj x reader#lara raj x reader#lara raj#katseye fluff#katseye#katseye smut#grahstumhurts#katseye megan x reader#megan skiendiel#megan skiendiel x reader#katseye megan skiendiel x reader
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WINXEYE IS REAL AND ALIVE
#jay talks#katseye#sophia laforteza#manon bannerman#daniela avanzini#lara raj#megan skiendiel#jeong yoonchae
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LARA Debut + Touch @ KCON LA 2024
#lara#lara raj#katseye#femaleidolsedit#femaleidol#*#*katseye#im a little late but happy lara day!!!! im obsessed with her#and i keep forgetting shes openly queer 🫶🫶#be who you aaaaaaaare
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“take a chance with me”
sypnosis; "damn it i love you—how hard is that to understand!" you exclaim
cw; angst , fluff , slow burn , dream academy contestant!reader , crying, erm not proofread , angst with a ____ ending
now playing: “take a chance with me” by NIKI
train , eat , sleep and repeat , this was basically your daily routine, it was boring? tiring and overall exhausting not only physically but mentally, every end of mission you get the gruesome privilege of watching your friends get eliminated — not only that you can get eliminated too
you question if this is even worth it, I mean this was your dream right?—only reason you stayed was for her
you made a promise to Lara that if she gets eliminated you would leave too , but as long as she's in the competition your in it too
you couldn't leave her , over the course of weeks and months of being together you developed a crush on her— shes perfect really
—★
"y/n—please step forward and receive your invitation" the voice says , it felt unfair — yet you stood up and got your invitation, going back to your seat Lara held your hand noticing how you were about to cry
"hey are you alright?" she says after the cameras stopped rolling
"i hate it here—Lara I don't wanna do this anymore" you said as tears fell onto your cheeks , she quickly hugs you resting your head onto her shoulders
"we can do this—don't give up" she reassured you , you felt her kiss your head while patting you'r back
"don't leave me" she says , you heard her voice crack , as she started tearing up aswell
"hey don't cry" you said finally looking at her , you wipe away her tears and held her cheeks in your hands
"I won't i promise" you said hugging her yet again
—★
as you and the rest of the girls made your way back to the dorms — there was tension or just silence
everyone was tired and upset over the eliminations yet what can they do
as you walk back into your room it felt empty with some of your roommates eliminated
"y/n" you hear Lara from behind you , you turned around seeing her in some pyjamas, her eyes half lidded and about to close
"why?" you ask she should be in her room by now , so why was she here , she looked adorable with her hair messy and how she's practically about to pass out from drowsiness
"can I sleep with you? — please" she looks expectantly, I mean who are you to reject that right?
you nod , after so going to the showers to freshen up , as you made your way back to bed you saw Lara already in there using her phone
"thought you were tired" you chime , she giggles , god her voice was like a bandage to your wounds
"just waiting for you" she replied hugging you till you fell in bed next to her , she was very clingy awfully so , but a small part of you screamed that it was more than clinginess
as she fell asleep you held her close , enjoying the warmth that she provided , you hum out of relief
"i love you goodnight" you doubt she heard it but you hear her hum so that's something
—★
the house was silent and so was the dance practice for mission 3 , you got paired up with Laras group (confident)
at this point you really doubt if you will ever make it to the finals or even in the group
"from the top!" missy exclaims , as you made an mistake in the choreo causing you to be in the wrong position
"sorry everyone" you said as the rest of he girls groan out of frustration
after perfecting the choreo it was finally time to film it , you were a nervous wreck and so were the other girls , before shooting everyone got a 10 minute break
you went to the restrooms as you try your best not to break down , the toll this has in you was crazy , every single move was getting critiqued and one mistake can lead you to go home
"y/n?.. you in there" Lara knocks , you sniffle up and straighten your voice
"yeah?" you replied
"it's filming time— you need to be ready"
—★
after 10 plus takes , you guys finally got the perfect video, by this point you were exhausted your chest was heaving and your covered in sweat
one by one you all left the set , and went back to the dorms , the girls planned to eat out which you politely decline
you slum in bed , wearing Lara's t-shirt , doom scrolling in tiktok
until you heard the door clicked , the girls are home , you heard endless chatter and laughs
as you waved them in , you saw Sophia and Lara was still in the car , Lara was facing away from you but you saw them — they got closer to eachother eventually kissing?
oh.
oh.
you felt your heart ache , why can it not be you who does that to her — instead of dwelling and risking getting caught you ran back to your room drawing some attention to you
you lied on your bed your face hidden beneath some pillows as you tear up
"why am I crying" you question yourself, after all you and Lara weren't anything
—★
"y/n-" you heard Lara outside your door
"go away" you huff out it came out harsh but you didn't want it to
"why are you acting like this?" she says , surprised by the way you answered her
"can't you hear me i said go away!" the last thing you want is Lara coming in seeing you crying over her, you heard the footsteps fade away as she walks away
you let it out , but soon your roommate Daniela came and knocked on the door , you forced yourself up and wiped away your tears it's obvious you cried but you just hoped she wouldn't question you
"hey" you said letting her in
"is it true?" she asked , you were confused on what was true
"what?" you ask
"you screamed at Lara" the latina sighs
was it that loud? , did she tell anyone? why does Dani know?! god why
"yeah..." you said guilt chewing you up
"great job Sherlock , shes crying now — WAIT are you crying too?!" the older exclaimed
"wait shes crying?! — but I didn't mean to make her cry" why did she cry god you were supposed to comfort her not make her feel like this
"where is she?" you ask
"in Sophias room" the shorter explains
you debate whether to go there or not , first you didn't wanna see Sophia , second you didn't wanna see her with Lara
"are you going?" she asks
"fine"
—★
as you enter Sophias room you're met with a crying Lara hugging Sophia
why did you even go here , to hurt yourself?
"Lara—I'm so sorry I didn't wanna scream at you I was just not in the mood I'm just tired" you exhale
"everyone here is tired y/n! why are you acting like your the only one" Sophia cuts you off patting Lara's back
"this isn't your business—plus I'm talking to her" you snap
"oh really?! , the last time I checked Lara's my friend too" Sophia stands up , yes she was intimidating and yes you were scared
"just give her some time with Lara" you heard Manon behind you say to Sophia , before leaving the room Sophia glares at you
can this day get any worse?
"Laru — I'm sorry" you said sitting down beside her , she looks at you wiping away her tears
in a blink of an eye she hugs you tightly, her tears getting soaked up by the shirt you wore , you cradle her making sure she felt safe
"I'm so sorry okay?" you repeat as she nods , understandingly
"what were you doing anyway" you hear her sniffle , shit now what would you say? oh I was crying cause I saw you kiss Sophia and I liked you so it hurt me?
no that sounded stupid and so immature
"nothing" you said , as you hug her tighter , was it gonna get ruined? your friendship? you didn't want that nor any tension
"I know you , don't lie to me" she says , pouting , and huffing
"I swear it was nothing, now quit crying okay?—ill let you sleep with me if you do" you knew Lara loved sleeping with you , she was just very affectionate and clingy
"really" her voice low and mellow
"yes" quickly her demeanor changed all smiley and giggly
"what the fuck" you heard Manon and Daniela at the door , they looked astonished i mean who wouldn't be , that's all it took to make her stop crying?!
"shut up" you mouth to the duo , who quickly left
—★
obviously tension was still there , afterall you saw what Sophia and Lara did— every time you closed your eyes it's all you can see
anytime Lara approached you it felt , weird and forced
little to your knowledge it also hurt Lara, she didn't know why you acted like this
"tell her" Marquise pipes up
"how? — I can ruin our friendship if I do , and I swear to God I saw her kiss Sophia" you said sighing out of frustration
"you never know—plus Sophia is taken man"
"What?! are you serious!" you exclaim, so your practically imagining shit now??
"by yours truly" marquise giggles
"you're as gay as me" you point a finger at her , still in shock with the news
but still didn't they kiss?! , was it just because of your angle?!
—★
as you and Lara got further away from eachother it was like everyone noticed
everyone knew , Lara barely left her room it was really weird , but as the finale approached you had to put a game face on and do your best
"hey y/n" Megan sighs entering your room
"why?" you knew why she was here , you just couldn't tell her why your drifting away from Lara
"what's up with you and Lara" Megan scolds
"nothing" you nonchalantly reply
"shes been isolating herself from the rest of the girls , whatever is happening between you two — fix it " Megan says before leaving the room
you grunt in frustration , how did you get yourself into this arrangement?—not thinking much you just wanted to leave this place and run to her , to what you know is real
—★
you'll regret this you know that but Is there any other way?
"are you serious?" Daniela says as tears appear on the corners of her eyes
"it's for the better" you sigh , urging the latina for a hug
"why are you gonna quit— how about us being in the group?" the shorter sniffles
"trust me I'll support you no matter what" you sigh
"ill tell the rest , you stop crying it's not like I'm dying" you giggle
—★
"it's alright?" you sigh after explaining why your leaving and how you would still support them
one by one the girls run to you hugging you as they shed their tears
except where is Lara? — thats okay you'll just tell the other girls to tell lara
"tell her" Manon says
"I can't - I just can't do that" you stammer
"your gonna break her heart even more" Manon tsks
—★
now standing outside the indians room , your hands were sweating your heart was racing
before even knocking Lara opens the door , she looked tired and almost like she hadn't slept in a week
"what" she coldly ask , okay so we're off with a great start
"can we talk for a moment" you exhale
she lets you in the room , mess is an understatement there where hoodies all over the room you spot yours aswell but chose not to speak on it
"what do you need" she huffs sitting on her bed
"I-Im leaving..." you said , you hesitated for a moment , fiddling with your shirt , eventually looking up
was she crying? , her hands covered her face as you heard endless sniffles and hiccups
"hey don't cry"
"how can I not! , we promised eachother— you've been acting like I'm the dirt on your shoe! your ignoring me like I did something so bad! just tell me what I did!!" she retaliates , angry tears leaving her eyes
you were stunned , the sweet Lara you knew who barely would hurt a fly snapped at you
"you didn't do anything—its me I'm the problem"
"I want you to continue in this shit academy and win , obviously it's gonna be hard but you can do it right" you said
"I know I did something to upset you!— why are you lying to me!" she says , you try to hug her but she pushes you away
"why are you acting like an idiot! — god we promised eachother to stay in this shit of an way to fame now your leaving me?!" she screams
"it's not like that!" you finally break
"you make me feel like you like me but then I see you kissing another girl how does that make me feel?!— and yes if sounds selfish but don't you get it , I like you how hard is that to understand!" you scream back , your voice slur and it silenced the room
"I didn't kiss anyone" Lara says
"so what did I see that night when you and her were alone in the car?" you sniffle , was she lying to you now?
god you wanted to run and jump out to oncoming traffic , you loved her — yet it felt like you were wrong for doing so
"we didn't kiss y/n , shes my best friend" Lara calms down collecting herself
"yeah and I'm blind now apparently" you said chuckling at her blatant lie
"believe me" Lara says her voice softening
"I'm so tired of doing that—it just makes me think I have chance with you — it messes me up can't you see?" you said , standing up from her bed you get your bag and got all her shirts out of it
"here" you said giving her the shirts you pick up your sweater from the ground and left her room
—★
talking with Missy and Mitra was another story , they didn't allow it due to some contract problem
"but"
"sorry but we can't do that" Missy replied
going back to the dorms the girls obviously knew why and they helped you understand more
"I don't know anymore —i feel trapped in this place" you sigh
Megan and Daniela exchange a look which you didn't fail to notice
"what" you ask
"nothing..." the two drags out their words
"i know that stupid look you guys have what is it"
"you'll see"
—★
you woke up to a empty house and a note at the fridge
"out eating see you later xx" the handwriting was like Megan's , it was messy
"but I'm hungry too" you sigh , you open the fridge and get some leftovers heating it up before eating it
ring ring
you answer your phone
"what" it was Megan who called
"soo we won't be home till like 8pm , it's currently 12 so figure it out" Megan says ominously
"what do you mean?" you ask
"also can you bring home some gummy snack" you follow
"guess who's home aswell" the older says
"wait..LARA?" instead of replying they hang up gigglibg
—★
it's alright, you don't have to interact with her
you hid in your bathroom, since you thought maybe doing your make up would distract you
"shit" you swear under your breath as you had to do your eyeliner for like the fifteen time
click
was it already 8? who's in your room , what if it's a buglar , wait Lara's alone!
you check your phone and there it is , it's only 2pm
you creek the door open just giving you a view of who's in your room
black hair , tan skin , belly button piercing — wait that's literally Lara what is she doing in here
before you got to leave the bathroom she goes into your bed , was she gonna sleep here?
"I miss you" you hear her whisper , the familiar scent of her perfume wafted through the room , it threaten you to just run out and hug her assure her that you love her yet you couldn't you felt too nervous to
she stayed there until you heard her soft snores , heaving breathing
you walk out of the bathroom quietly trying not to startle her
she looked peaceful almost as if it's her first sleep in weeks , her face was relaxed as she hugged your pillow
you sat next to her slumbering form , and brush some stray hair off her face , you enjoyed the moment of silence, all your thoughts and worries washes away
"hmh?" you hear her hum , she pulls you towards her with surprising strength, you laid next to her as she snuggled her head in your chest
"I'm sorry , I still love you — please don't leave me" Lara whispers
"I won't , and I'm sorry if I doubted you i should've just told you how I felt insteadofhidingititwassostupid" you blurt out , you got cut off when you felt her lips on yours as she hushes you
she smiles into the kiss
"relax silly" she chuckles as she feels your heart pounding , you were as red as an tomato and about to scream out of excitement
"I can't help it"
"so.. uhm what are we" you ask
"nerd" she giggles you start to get playfully defensive
—★
you were hopelessly captivated by her , who isn't right?
you heard a knock on your door , but since sleeping Lara was clung onto you , you decided not to open the door
until the knocks fade , you wait and then
1..
2..
and there they are , the rest of the girls were outside as Megan opens the door smirking
she pulls out her phone followed by the others and took pictures of the scene
"oohhh" Yoonchae and Ezrela gasps
"guys no pictures no pictures" Daniela says acting like a bodyguard as if she didnt take pictures too
"you all look stupid" you said chuckling
"yeah? and what are you doing there.." Manon teases
"hmh?.." Lara wakes up a bit and sees the girl she flushes and hides her face at your chest
they all gasps in faux surprise
"i won the bet Manon give me my money" Sophia says to Manon
"what bet?" you question
well soon you found out they took a bet on how they're gonna see you two when they came home—atleast you took your chance with Lara
funny how you thought that love was overated yet here you are inlove with her with Lara
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Can I request reader surprising Lara from Katseye for her birthday? Thanks
Nights like this - Lara Raj
Lara Raj X reader
Synopsis: Surprising your girlfriend isn't so easy, but you soon discover that everything with her is amazing
Genre: Fluff
a/n: Lara is so… I love her. well, that took a while, but I think I'm happy with it. I don't know if it's as you imagined, but I hope you like it <3
(I may have made a mistake in the writing, but I think nothing too big).
Yn was freaking out. She was never the kind of person who followed a routine or made a schedule to follow. She was a free soul, whatever had to happen would happen.
That was why she was losing her mind over the birthday of her girlfriend, Lara Raj. For the first time in her entire life, Yn wanted everything to follow a script, for everything to be perfect and for her to be able to make her girlfriend feel loved and important.
What at first seemed easy and quick became a total mess in Yn's hands. The plan was for her to take Lara to a nice dinner where they would have fun and be the extremely cute and powerful couple that they were, and then Yn would take her home, where her family and the Kats would wait for her with a surprise.
Yn's desperation began to set in when she was in the car, going to pick up Lara. Her phone rang with a call from Dani, who was talking too fast for Yn to understand.
"Dani, Dani! I'm seriously not understanding anything you're talking about."
Yn heard doors closing on the other end of the line, and imagined that Daniela was going to a more private place.
"Yn, the cake is not here!"
Yn felt her heart stop.
"WHAT? What do you mean the cake is not here?"
"Exactly what I meant you idiot, the cake is not here. You said it would come this morning."
Yn ran her hand over her face, frustrated and thinking about what she was going to do, there were less than ten minutes left for her to arrive to pick up Lara. A thousand thoughts in her mind and none seemed enough to solve this situation.
That's when Yn pulled the steering wheel to the right and entered a completely different street.
"Okay, pay attention Dani. I'm going to get the cake, and you're going to have to be as fast as you can to get it out of my car without Lara noticing. Is that okay?"
"It's okay, I'll talk to the girls. Be quick, Lara is going crazy here."
So as soon as Dani hung up the phone, Yn did everything she could as quickly as possible. Luckily for her, the cake was ready and the attendant apologized a thousand times for her order not being delivered as it should.
When she stopped at the Kats' house, her stomach dropped. The nervousness not only for everything to work out with the surprise party, but the emotion and butterflies in the stomach of seeing Lara.
When Yn got out of the car, Lara was already coming towards her. Her blue dress highlighted her curves and the contrast with her jewelry made her look like the most beautiful woman in the world, which she was in Yn's eyes.
"My God, you are the most beautiful woman in this whole world."
Yn said as she caught Lara in a hug, twirling the girl in the air as the birthday girl laughed.
"You're the best girlfriend in the world." Lara said while laughing at the surprised expression on her girlfriend's face.
"Well, I have to have done something very good to deserve you." Yn said as she approached Lara to give the girl a kiss.
"Hey, not in front of my child!" sophia said as she covered Yoonchae's eyes. Lara and Yn with a smile on their faces. Sophia giving Yn a look that made her look back.
Looking now at a Daniela and Megan trying to carry a large box of cake while Manon tried to close the door of her car silently. These girls were supposed to win a prize, Yn had never seen them being so sneaky in her entire life.
"Well, can we go now?" Lara says as she tries to turn towards her girlfriend's car.
"NO!" Yn and Sophia screamed at the same time, causing Lara to stop and give them both strange looks.
"I mean, I have to tell Yn not to come back late." Sophia says, Yoonchae holding her laugh by her side.
"It's okay Sophia, I'll bring her home early." Yn says strangely, trying to get into Sophia's story to buy time.
"You guys are very strange." Lara says as she takes Yn's hand and drags her towards the car, which was now free, Daniela, Manon, and Megan hiding somewhere.
In the restaurant everything seemed to go the way Yn had planned. When Yn and Lara were together, nothing could be bad.
"I really want to spend the rest of my life with you," Yn says, taking Lara's hand.
Lara smiled, she seemed to be delighted with everything. The restaurant looked perfect, with a view of the sea and wonderful food. She couldn't take her eyes off her girlfriend and they never ran out of topics, talking all night about silly things to deep conversations about the future.
"I love you so much. This is all just incredible. Thank you for doing this for me.” Lara says, her thumb drawing circles on Yn's hand.
"I just want to make you feel like the queen you are." Yn says kissing Lara's hand.
The two stood there, admiring each other's every detail. The love in their eyes spoke more than any words.
In the car, everything seemed calm, familiar, almost as if everything was domestic. Yn driving with one hand on Lara's thigh, the girl in the passenger seat with her arm outstretched caressing Yn's hair. They were always connected, physically and emotionally.
Parking at the Kats' house, Yn turned off the car and unbuckled her belt.
"Are you going to stay for the night?" Lara, asked with enthusiasm, her eyes shining with her girlfriend's actions.
"Well, I was going to ask to go to the bathroom, but if you want I'll stay." Yn says with a smile, she would do anything Lara asks.
"Great, so you're staying." Lara said with a smile, leaning in to steal a kiss from her girlfriend.
when they arrived at the door Yn's heart raced, this was the moment, Yn wanted everything to be perfect. So when Lara opened the door it was as if everything had stopped.
"SURPRISE!"
Everyone screamed, everything was beautifully decorated, the Kats were as excited as Lara's family and Yn's heart calmed down to know that everything had worked out.
Lara looked at everyone with teary eyes, running to hug Rhea and her parents, thanking not only them but the Kats. She didn't know that her night could get any better, and when Megan told her that it had all been her girlfriend's idea, Lara wanted to cry in love.
pulling Yn to a corner Lara hugged her without saying anything.
"I love you so much, I've never loved anyone like I love you." Lara says looking into Yn's eyes.
"You deserve the world, Lara Raj." Yn says, hand on either side of the red-haired girl's face. "I'll give you everything."
Lara closed the distance between them, the salty taste of Lara's tears of happiness did not hinder the couple from transmitting the love they felt for each other. The two girls thirsty for each other, yearning more by the second.
"I'm looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you." Lara says.
"I'll love any day by your side, especially nights like this."
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#♰ ﹒ ⁺ 𝗀𝗁𝗈𝖮𝘀𝘁’𝗌 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗌! ◌ 𖤐 ♩#katseye#katseye moodboard#katseye icons#sophia laforteza#meret manon#manon katseye#daniela avanzini#lara raj#sophia katseye#daniela katseye#lara katseye#megan skiendiel#megan katseye#jeong yoonchae#yoonchae katseye#gg moodboard#gg icons#moodboard#colorful moodboard#pastel moodboard#simple moodboard#clean moodboard#amino moodboard#aesthetic moodboard#messy moodboard#random moodboard#white moodboard#beige moodboard#vintage moodboard
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i wanna be yours
lara raj x fem!reader (7th member of katseye)
req: @lararajjj
a/n: first fic omg. i hope it met your expectations <3 and sorry if it seemed rushed, i had a science project due 😕 i'll probably make another version in the future when my writing develops better
{ synopsis } : you like love lara. you know that in every corner of your heart– yet you bang your head on the wall every night, replaying all the flirty comments lara said to you, wishing that it wasn't all jokes.
{ extra } : fluff, romance, slight jealousy, tw: a bit of arguing (sorry if this wasn't what you wanted, it just occured to me to add it in the fic)
wc: idk, it's probably a lot, i'll count later
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"aren't you looking mighty fine today?" a familiar voice called out to you, the tone laced with tease. you immediately froze at the comment, too busy calming your racing heart that began to surpass the limits of beats per minute. "gosh, makes me wanna have you all to myself."
"nice joke," you mumbled. you took in deep breaths, quite hyper aware that your face is flushing redder than a tomato. "get back to practice, lara."
"aw, are you blushing, y/n?" her arm wrapped itself around your waist and pulled you closer. as if you weren't already close enough...
"no? what're you on about." you tried to break free from her hold, only to have her pull you back. as the warmth of her chest seeps into your back, your breathing falters and your heart began to stutter.
"lara, let go."
"you're so worked up today. what's wrong, hm?" she whispers, her voice leaving a tingling sensation on your skin. you let out a shuddering breath as you looked down to see her hands clasped on your stomach, the fabric of your sweatshirt wrinkling due to how tight lara was holding you against her.
"you two! stop flirting and get back to practice," sophia shouted, having been fed up with the lack of focus. what a save, you thought to yourself. lara reluctantly let go– but not without a pout, and went back to her position in the back.
"you enjoyed that, didn't you?" megan teased.
"great, another one." you rolled your eyes, your hands on your hips. what's with everyone and teasing nowadays? megan gave you a sympathetic pat on the back, something you don't need at the moment.
"why won't you tell her how you feel?"
"it's not that easy, meg. if she doesn't feel the same, everything will be ruined."
"stop being so negative would you?" despite megan's best efforts to play off the situation, you still can't help but feel your heart burning with want. you want to be able to hold lara's hand just because. you want to finally be able to kiss those lips you've been dreaming of at night.
and more importantly, you want to be able to call her yours. call her yours and say 'i love you' forever.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
2:38 AM
you lightly cursed under your breath when the keypad beeped too loud as you entered the passcode, hoping it didn't wake an of the girls. you held the handle and turned it, pushing the door inward to enter the house.
taking off your shoes and leaving them at the entrance, you tiptoed through the hall to make your way to your shared room with yoonchae and sophia. the leader might scold you later but all you need to do is to make it back in one piece.
"ahem."
"fuck." you turned around to see lara standing at her doorway, her duck onesie basically asking, urging, you to laugh and wake up the whole house. she raises an eyebrow, seemingly demanding to know where you were to be back this late. "i...was at a friend's house?"
did it seem convincing? no, definitely not with the way you were dressed.
did you try to make it seem convincing? well yes! you always gave your best.
"like hell you were." she looked at you up and down, and you swear, swear on your life, that she was checking you out rather than just looking at you outfit. "where were you? who were you with? you reek of alcohol..." she trails off, every gear in her head turning to know where you could've possibly be at this late into the night.
"ok, look. i was at some get together. it's no big deal, i got a little intoxicated but–"
"i don't care what you were doing. who were you with?" she interrupted you.
"why does that matter?" you furrowed your brows, your patience thinning by the second this conversation went on. "why do care about who i was out with?"
"y/n, just tell me! it's not that hard." her voice raised in volume and you hear sheets shuffling from yoonchae and sophia's room. you secretly crossed your fingers, playing out your cards, hoping that the leader didn't wake up.
"and it's not hard to tell me why you're so nosy about my life!"
"can't i be worried? you're probably hanging out with the wrong people if you're sneaking out!" lara exclaimed. now you're seething. how can she make assumptions like this? especially knowing how you were with people.
"tell me why you're suddenly caring now? out of all the times that you snuck out, i never once mentioned it. i never asked you who you were out with, what you were doing, all that nonsense. that's because i know you!"
lara was taken aback, the way you snapped was foreign almost. your calm, collected demeanor faded right before her eyes and she doesn't know what to do. your chest heaved in anger, your eyes began to get tingly and your vision turned blurry.
"why're you acting all jealous now?" your voice got quieter as tears prickled at the corner of your eyes. great, now the alcohol was getting to you.
"what do you mean?" lara questioned.
"what i mean is," you paused, wiping the tears from your eyes. "why are you only acting jealous now? i tried and tried to get you to be jealous by being close to the girls but nothing ever worked."
"and maybe, i thought you didn't feel the same way, but god fucking damnit, lara! you say one thing and your body language says the other."
"you– you like me?" she pointed a finger at herself and you shake your head. she didn't get the point. maybe she never will.
"fuck liking you, i love you."
lara's face fell and you hope she finally understood the reasons why you look at her like she hung the stars. like she hung your stars. the stars that hang in your sky and spell out her name.
"you're such an idiot." and with that, you turned around and went into your room, leaving lara to stand by herself to process everything you just said. you didn't pay attention to the empty bed on yoonchae's side, or the missing pair of noise canceling headphones on your desk, or sophia's bed having more than one person in it.
you had enough for tonight.
"good night, y/n." despite being muffled by yoonchae's hoodie, sophia's voice still rang through the silent room. it buzzed through your ear like another pop-up ad.
"good night, soph."
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
the next few days were awkward for you, lara, and everybody else. they all heard the conversation you two had, and no one dared to bring it up, not even the mighty leader. wherever lara stayed was where you would leave. you couldn't even bear to stay alone with her for a minute.
"hey, me and the girls are going out." daniela briefly told you as she put on her shoes. you stopped midway bringing the spoon full of cereal to your mouth, looking to the side to see everybody dressed up— but no lara.
oh no.
"im coming with–"
"no. your ass is staying here to work things out with lara." manon pointed an accusing finger at you, only putting it down aftee being told to by sophia. yoonchae only waved to you, quickly leaving because she wanted shotgun, the others racing after her.
"but–"
"you'll do what i say, y/n," sophia said before going out the door, completely leaving you alone with a sleeping lara in her room.
"well shit," you cursed. you hurriedly finished your cereal, placing it in the sink then rushing to your room. if you were in your safe haven, then no one can bother you until everybody gets home. great idea.
. . .
it was, in fact, not a great idea. when lara woke up, you heard her go into the bathroom to get ready for the day despite it already being twelve in the afternoon. you know her morning routine step by step, so after washing up, she'll definitely get breakfast. definitely.
she'll pass by your door, thinking you went with the others. you just need to stay quiet-
"i know you're in your room, y/n."
what. the. fuck.
"sophia told me you're here." of course she did. you slowly got up from your place on the floor, quietly sliding over to the door. "open the door."
your hand reached out but it never quite made contact with the handle. your nerves got to you. what if this go wrong? what if your friendship never goes back to how it was? what if, what if, what if...
"if you don't open this door, i will."
well, you can't have a broken door, can you? you finally held onto the handle, turning it and slightly opening the door, peeking out the crack to see lara.
"what?" you asked.
"let me come in."
"no."
"y/n, im serious."
"...fine." you stepped back and opened the door wider, allowing her to come inside. she sat on the beanbag on the floor, so you sat on the bed furthest away. neither of you wanted to address the elephant in the room, brushing off the actual elephant plushie sitting on yoonchae's bed.
"you're wearing my sweater?" lara started. you blushed and looked down to see that indeed, you were wearing her sweater than you stole from her.
"what about it?"
"nothing."
a beat passed and none of you said anything else. the silence was awkward and it was slowly killing a part of you. the part of you that wants to rush over and jump into her arms. the part of you that wants to tell her all your pent up feelings.
"so, you like me?"
"love, but who cares. wasn't it obvious?" you looked at her, her gaze meeting yours without even meaning to do so. you look away, but she doesn't. she keeps staring like you were the one who created her world.
"then it should've been obvious that i love you too."
"hm?!" you face scrunched up in confusion, looking like an frowning kitty. "you what?"
"i love you too, idiot." lara rolled her eyes, leaning back into the beanbag. "it developed when you stopped sleeping over in my room. i think it was because i missed having you as a pillow."
you couldn't help but chuckle, quickly collecting yourself and returning your face back to neutral. "why didn't you say anything?" the question was a bit hypocritical but you had a good reason for why you chose to stay silent about your feelings.
"better question, why didn't you?"
"i was scared. i mean i had every right to be. look at you, then look at me. a gorgeous girl and adam sandler female version," you confessed. your fingers fidgeted with the hem of her sweater, loose threads everywhere but you love it.
"what if i told you i like the way you look?"
"quit lying for once."
"im not." lara got up and walked over to you, sitting down right next to you on the bed. the mattress dipped from the added weight. "you're really pretty. if anything, i should've been the one who was scared to make a move."
"yet you made every move in a chess guide book."
"stop flaming me, would you?" she laughed, making you laugh along as well. she took in a deep breath, turning her head to look at you. "im sorry for getting a little nosy that night."
"forgiveness pending.."
"and that's fine." her hand found yours in the middle, intertwining your fingers with her's. her hands feel cold. she scoot in a little closer, her hips making contact with yours. "you'll forgive me in the end, right?"
"whatever helps you sleep at night." you joked. she lightly smacked your arm but even so, she still gave a little giggle.
"what does this mean? labels and all."
"we'll figure it out." you turned you head to finally face her, the distance between your faces just inches away. "but what we know for sure right now is..."
"that we can officially kiss and make up?" lara perked up, a little too hopeful. you smile, leaning in.
"yeah, sure. let's go with that." your lips finally connected with hers and goodness, you wished you spoke up a little sooner because kissing her felt just right. it felt like cereal and milk for breakfast, or a fancy steak dinner on an anniversary. or chocolates and flowers on valentine's day. everything perfect can't even sum up to the feeling of this.
and nevertheless, you want the feeling to remain the same forever and ever. in this life or another.
(a/n: #rushed because of a science poster)
#lara raj x fem reader#fem reader#lara raj#katseye#sophia laforteza#yoonchae#megan skiendiel#daniela avanzini#meret manon
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CONFIDENT
lara raj x fem reader
a/n - part 2 to push n pull, there’ll be a third part to this LMAOO
wc - 2.5k
a piercing squeal rang through your car as your best friend, sophia, dramatically placed her hand over her mouth, almost choking on the guyabano juice she was sipping on.
“jesus! i’m gonna crash the car, soph!”
“sorry,” the filipina covered her mouth again, her eyes wide with excitement and surprise. “it’s just– she said what?”
you took a deep breath, gripping the steering wheel a little tighter. “...that i must be really good with my fingers.”
sophia’s jaw dropped once more, bursting into laughter shortly after, setting her juice down into the cup holder. “oh my god, that’s so bold! what’d you reply with?”
you could feel yourself turn into a tomato, recalling the way lara had leaned in closer when she said it. “i mean, i didn’t know how to respond! i was caught off guard! i kinda just said… yeah and nodded?’
“yeah and nodded?” sophia echoed, shaking her head in disbelief. “that’s your big move? what are you, a middle schooler? you could have played it up! ‘oh, you think i’m good with my fingers? wanna find out?’”
“what if she really just meant that i was good with my fingers in like a guitar way though!” you countered, trying to defend yourself. “i don’t wanna just assume that lara swings like that.”
sophia rolled her eyes, a playful smirk on her face. “girl, if she’s leaning in that close like you said, she’s definitely not just talking about your guitar skills.”
“soph, can we not?” you groaned, swatting her arm playfully with your free hand, “this isn’t a rom-com.”
the older girl laughed, leaning back in her seat. “but it totally could be! can you imagine? ‘coming this june: two girls, one guitar, and a whole lot of sexual tension!’”
you couldn’t help but giggle at the thought, your best friend was too unserious. “june? seriously? and god, it was a mistake telling you this, you’re making everything so suggestive!”
there was a moment of silence as you focused on the road, the gentle hum of the car filling the space. then, sophia’s tone shifted, more earnest now. “but really, you need to be more confident, y/n.”
you raise your brow, humming lightly in response, “where’d this come from?”
the filipina grins once more, “as your best friend, with my amazing intuition, i’m telling you right now, y/n. you’ve got a really good chance with lara.”
“and what makes you say that, soph?”
“I’m telling you, best friend things.”
you shoot her a skeptical look, but she continued, her enthusiasm infectious. “seriously! there’s definitely a spark there if everything you’ve told me is true. just be more confident! just be a little flirty and reciprocate the energy, especially when we’re in south korea!”
“south korea?” you raise an eyebrow, laughter escaping you. “how am i supposed to be flirty when i can barely talk around her?’
sophia waved her hand dismissively, her confidence unwavering. “that’s because you’re a hopeless gay, but!” she said, popping the but, “that’s why you have me!”
you shake your head at the playful jab, chuckling lightly. “gee. thanks for the vote of confidence, soph.”
“anytime, y/n.” the older girl laughs, sipping on her guyabano juice once more. “but seriously, just flirt a bit more, it doesn't hurt to tread the waters a bit.”
you hum in response, nodding your head to sophia’s words. the idea of being flirty, especially with lara, felt like a huge jump, but maybe that was exactly what you needed.
with the trip to korea as part of mission two on the horizon, you imagined the possibilities there. maybe you would listen to sophia– after all, what was the worst that could happen?
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as you stepped into lotte world, the vibrant atmosphere wrapped around you like a warm embrace. the air buzzed with laughter and excitement, the colourful lights of the rides making themself prominent. you glanced around, taking in the sights: families with cotton candy, friends squealing on roller coasters, and couples taking selfies against the backdrop of the stunning castle at the centre of the park.
you couldn’t believe you were actually here, yoonchae made a passing comment about how she wanted to go to lotte world with the rest of dream academy to pd bang, and here you were– actually at lotte world.
you’re pulled out of your thoughts as you hear one of the dream academy supervisors telling you girls to gather up so you could be split into groups.
once everyone was gathered, the supervisor began assigning groups. “you’ll each have some time to explore, take pictures, and enjoy the rides. just make sure to check in around halfway, so around 2 hours!”
your heart skipped a beat when you found out you’d be in a group with lara, sophia, megan, yoonchae, daniela, and manon. it felt like the universe had conspired to create the perfect scenario.
sophia nudged you playfully, “someone got lucky.” she whispered, a teasing smile on her face.
you couldn’t fight the small grin that appeared on your features, excitement bubbling inside you. being in the same group as lara during your day at lotte world was a complete godsend. as the supervisor wrapped up the instructions, your gaze wandered off to lara, who already had her eyes on you. she gave you a small smile, almost smirking at the way your eyes widened when you caught her gaze.
“let’s go explore!” daniela exclaimed, already pulling out her phone to capture the moment. the group erupted in agreement, and you fell into step beside lara as everyone began to move.
“where to first?” sophia asked, bouncing on her heels.
“let’s hit the roller coaster first!” manon suggested.
“you sure you can handle that though?” daniela teased.
“please, i thrive on adrenaline,” manon shot back with gusto.
the roller coaster, a massive structure twisting and turning against the sky, loomed ahead. as you approached, the thrill in the air intensified. the line moved quickly, and before you knew it, you were strapping yourself into the seat beside lara. your heart raced, a mix of anticipation and definitely not because you were so close to lara.
as the coaster climbed higher, you could feel your stomach drop. you glanced at lara, who was practically bouncing in her seat. how was she so excited? you were about to pass out from the thought of the drop.
you swallowed hard, the ascent feeling endless. the clattering of the tracks was nearly drowned out by your heartbeat. with one final lurch, the coaster crested the peak and paused for a heartbeat that felt like an eternity.
then, without warning, you plummeted down, the rush of air hitting you like a wave. lara screamed, but her laughter quickly followed– it was very different from you, who was holding on to dear life as you feared for your own life.
when the ride finally came to a halt, you stumbled out of your seat, breathless and a little winded. “never doing that again…”
lara was doubled over with laughter, her hair tousled from the ride. “you survived! that’s a win!” she said, flashing you a grin that sent your heart racing again. damn, you couldn’t catch a break, could you?
“i think i need a moment you replied, leaning against the railing to steady yourself. the thrill had been exhilarating, but you weren’t sure you were quite ready for another round just yet.
“c’mon y/n!, we’re just getting started!” manon exclaimed, pulling out her phone. “let’s get a group photo!”
as the others gathered around, you couldn’t help but admire the way lara’s eyes sparkled with excitement. when she stepped closer to fit into the frame, your heart skipped again. you leaned in, acting casually, and have a quick smile for the camera as if the butterflies in your stomach weren’t going crazy.
“okay, one, two… cheese!” megan announced, capturing the moment. everyone laughed as they struck silly poses, but you felt a rush of warmth as you noticed lara leaning slightly closer, as if wanting to be part of your space.
“what’s next?” yoonchae asked.
at the korean girl’s question, sophia clapped her hands together, “teacups!”
with no objections, the filipina girl started dragging everyone toward the spinning ride.
honestly, the thought of spinning in circles again made your stomach churn slightly. but the way lara’s eyes lit up at the idea made it hard to resist.
as the group made its way to the teacup ride, you listened in on the group’s conversation. the lighthearted banter making good background noise as you were trying to steady your beating heart.
once at the ride, the vibrant colours of the teacups spun around you, each one more colourful than the last. “ooh, let’s go for that one!” lara suggested.
“sure, let’s go.” you agreed, pointing to a cup adorned in vivid yellows and pinks.
you both climbed in, with lara settled opposite of you so that the weight could be evenly distributed. before you could grab the wheel in the middle, lara beat you to it, a mischievous grin on her face.
“looks like you’re at my mercy now,” lara teased, her fingers already spinning the wheel, the ride starting to move.
“oh no, what have i done?” you laughed, trying to keep your balance as the cup began to spin faster.
the colours blurred around you as lara twisted the wheel with enthusiasm, her laughter mixing with yours. you couldn’t help but feel a thrill, even as your stomach turned slightly from the spinning. “okay, okay! slow down a bit!” you called out, but she just grinned wider.
“not a chance!” she replied, clearly enjoying the chaos.
when the ride finally slowed and came to a stop, you stumbled out, feeling slightly disoriented but better than when you got off the rollercoaster. “you’re absolutely sick” you joked, clutching your stomach.
“i don’t regret anything.” lara giggled, stepping off the ride as well.
with two rides done, the group decided to take a break and grab some snacks. as you walked over to a nearby stall selling cotton candy, you could feel lara’s presence beside you. “getting cotton candy?”
you nodded as response, “yeah, i mean, it’s practically a rule when you’re at an amusement park, right?”
“well, if we’re going by rules, we gotta hit up the haunted house next.” lara grinned.
“sure,” you chuckle, “but try getting the others to say yes to that”
you offer lara a piece of your cotton candy, scanning the crowd. “actually, where is everyone else?” you wondered, noticing that the group somehow drifted apart.
lara shrugged, her mouth full of sugar, “probably off taking pictures or getting more food. let’s just go!’
against your better judgement, you agreed to lara, not wanting to miss out on a chance on actually getting some alone time with her.
as you approached the haunted house, the dark, ominous facade loomed before you. the creepy sounds and flickering lights creating an eerie atmosphere.
“hm, i don’t think it’ll be that bad” you say genuinely.
“famous last words.” lara giggled.
you weren’t joking though, having sophia as your best friend meant that you’d also deal with her interesting fondness for haunted experiences, making you somewhat resistant to haunted houses.
the line moved quickly, and you two were already stepping side the haunted house. the dimly lit entrance was lined with cobwebs, and the air was thick with an unsettling chill and fog. as you went further in, the sounds of eerie whispers and creaking wood surrounded you.
“okay, this is kinda creepy,” you said, trying to sound brave as a particularly loud bang echoed from the depths of the house.
lara laughed, nudging you with her shoulder. “what happened to being all tough and brave?”
you chuckled, trying to brush off the nerves. “well, i might need a little backup. you know, just in case a ghost decides to jump out at me.”
“oh, is that what you’re hoping for?” she teased, her voice playful yet laced with a hint of something deeper. “to get spooked and have me save you?”
“maybe,” you said, glancing at her with a soft smile. feeling bold, you say your next words, thankful for whatever deity above that you didn't trip over your own words.
“but i was thinking more along the lines of a rescue where you pull me close and i, uh, ‘thank’ you later.”
lara stopped in her tracks, her eyes widening with surprise before a grin spread across her face, a light blush dusting across her cheeks as well. “damn, okay y/n, i wasn’t expecting that from you.”
a small grin appears on your face as you watch as lara shakes her head, giggling at your comment.
as you moved deeper into the haunted house, you found yourself brushing against her more frequently. each flicker of light seemed to bring you closer, your shoulders occasionally bumping together as you navigated the tight corridors.
“okay, that’s just a prop,” lara said, pointing at a creepy skeleton hanging from the wall. “but i’d rather– AH!”
just then, a loud blood curdling scream echoed from nearby, causing you to flinch but makes lara jump slightly and yelp.
without thinking, you pull lara closer, wrapping your arm around her waist. the warmth of her body against yours sent a rush of adrenaline through you, eclipsing the fear of the haunted house.
just as quickly as you pulled lara closer though, you let go right away, afraid to have crossed some boundaries.
you felt your heart race as you pulled away, suddenly acutely aware of the closeness you’d just shared. “sorry, i just kinda did it on instinct,” you said, trying to play it cool, but the heat in your cheeks betrayed you.
lara chuckled, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “no need to apologize. i mean, who wouldn’t want to be saved by a sturdy hero like you?”
your breath caught at her choice of words. “oh, so you think i’m sturdy?” you replied, leaning in a little closer, feeling a mix of excitement and nerves. “i mean, i guess i… i do have some good qualities.”
you repeated sophia’s words to you like a mantra as you said that. just be confident, but ultimately that failed you for the next part to come.
lara’s gaze met yours, a playful smirk spreading across her face. “definitely. you seem like someone who could hold their own… in more ways than one.”
you swallowed hard, your pulse quickening. “yeah, well, it’s, um, easier to be… reliable? when it’s… y-you know, in a haunted house,” you stuttered, your confidence wavering slightly.
she raised an eyebrow, clearly enjoying the moment. “oh, i’m counting on it. i might just need to put that to the test. out of this haunted house of course.”
you took a deep breath, careful not to mess up your next words, but once again failing. “j-just let me know when you, uh, wanna put that to the test, then.”
a/n - terribly rushed, it's 3 am and i clocked out at 11 before i even started writing this. WEIRD PACING!!!
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